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*Sigh* ... I.. well.. I kinda hoped people appreciate more of me than just my art... Y'know... Like... Why is this the only crap people can say to me when I'm sad?

Can't they say something else than "But you're just a great artist." or "Don't be sad your art is awesome!" ... I'm sick y'know.
Sick of hearing this crap.

Great. They appreciate my art.
Is that all? Is it really ALL I can do? Am I not nice? Am I not listening?
Don't I try to help when ever needed? 

So.. I'm not kind..? Nor nice? So the only stuff I'm good at is drawing? ... I'm not there for anyone huh...

Y'know...
There was a time I did good.
There really was.
But telling me now "Artist have to be strong." or "Don't cry, artist never cry." Won't help.
I'm sick or hearing this. Stop making it as an excuse. I want people to appreciate my personality aswell.

I gave them some presents.. advises... tipps... lend them money... ... but all they see is my art... right... 

I'm depressed.. they tell me to be happy... HOW DO THEY TELL ME THAT : But you need to be happy, your art is just wonderful how can you be depressed with just a wonderful talent?!

Excuse me I gonna cry now.
  • Mood: Neglect

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Zitronenhamster
Anna
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Germany
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Points Commission Five nights at Freddy's, Professor Layton and FC/OC's.
5 Points: Sketch with simple white Background (+Shadow.)
10 Points: Lineart with Simple White Background.
12 points: Lineart with Shadow and Simple white Background.
15 Points: Lineart with Shadow and transparent Background.
25 Points: Lineart, Colored with Simple white background.
30 Points: Lineart, Colored with Shadows and Simple White background/Transparent Background
35 Points: Lineart, Colored with Shadows and any Background you want.

You MUST give the points to me before I draw the commission. IT'S for safety.
As soon you payed me, AND gave me a description about the picture I will start.
I also will draw 2 Characters in one picture. THIS WON'T COST YOU MORE. BUT TWO ARE THE LIMIT.



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.:PKMN:. Baka by Zitronenhamster
.:PKMN:. Baka
... I got a noivern. And it's kinda an idiot.
It's natured naughty.
It might be the worst nature ever.
Still love my little idiotic noivern. After hall I've grown to love him ever since I've meet him. -w- 

In other news: My hand hurts. 

Noivern (C) Game freak
Art (C) me
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.:PKMN:. Two different Gardevoirs by Zitronenhamster
.:PKMN:. Two different Gardevoirs
Ahhhhhhh... I don't know what I did there to be honest hahaha.

Tho lemme explain.
My Shiny Gardevoir on my Pokemon X game is not the strongest, but always tries it's best.
My Gardevoir on Pokemon Y tho is brutal as fuck. I seriously can't complain about him. 
Both are good tho. And both are male trololololol.

Enjoy tho.
Gardevoir (C) Game freak
Art (C) me

And you probaly can guess why I put some warnings up there. Yes it contains blood.
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.:FC:. Hunter 'n Hunter by Zitronenhamster
.:FC:. Hunter 'n Hunter
Because Hunter. I love my child. *Cough*

Well, I already once mentioned that Hunter had a car accident causing him to get a "small" brain damage.
But I never mentioned how he was before the car accident, aye? Let's take a look on the Hunt on the left side.

He's just the fucking serious Doctor who takes every single fucking thing serious.
I'm pretty sure old Hunter would be fucking annoyed by the Hunter our time (on the right)

Art and Character - Me. 
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*Sigh* ... I.. well.. I kinda hoped people appreciate more of me than just my art... Y'know... Like... Why is this the only crap people can say to me when I'm sad?

Can't they say something else than "But you're just a great artist." or "Don't be sad your art is awesome!" ... I'm sick y'know.
Sick of hearing this crap.

Great. They appreciate my art.
Is that all? Is it really ALL I can do? Am I not nice? Am I not listening?
Don't I try to help when ever needed? 

So.. I'm not kind..? Nor nice? So the only stuff I'm good at is drawing? ... I'm not there for anyone huh...

Y'know...
There was a time I did good.
There really was.
But telling me now "Artist have to be strong." or "Don't cry, artist never cry." Won't help.
I'm sick or hearing this. Stop making it as an excuse. I want people to appreciate my personality aswell.

I gave them some presents.. advises... tipps... lend them money... ... but all they see is my art... right... 

I'm depressed.. they tell me to be happy... HOW DO THEY TELL ME THAT : But you need to be happy, your art is just wonderful how can you be depressed with just a wonderful talent?!

Excuse me I gonna cry now.
  • Mood: Neglect
All I can say about my new live in a flat and in a new school is: I'M FUCKING HUNGRY.
I'm starving, seriously, I'm soooo terrible hungry, I already lost too much weight.
But you may wonder why, right? Well I'm not in mood for being hungry, I'm a person who loves eating and just needs to eat every single time.
I shall explain you anyways why I'm starving.

You see, I live in a flat, and my flatowner lives above me. Litteraly there's nothing fucking wrong, aye? Yes, I would say so too, exept the fact that my flat owner is a perverted asshole.
I had really much food. like heavy much food. It was the best stuff. 
But when I came back from school a few times: All food was gone.
You may wonder now 'Where did it go?'
Simple answer: My flat owner threw it away.
And I'm sure you wonder now: "Why the fuck did he do that?"
Because...


I am apparently 'fat'. I only weighed before living in the flat 55kg.
Now I weight about 46 kg.
Like hell yeah I'm SOOOOOOO fat. Seriously. No. I want to be chubby. I love being chubby.
But yeah.

After my flat owner did this more than once I decided "I can't even live here in peace. my food will be gone anways..." So I try to do and get food.
But I mostly sit here either locked in or just.. homeworks. And I'm terrible in this school.

I was terrible before but I'm failing so much I already gave up. like.. I can't concentrate anymore. It's just too much for me and I just want to cry and die.
  • Mood: Suffering

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kometFLARE Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
would you be interested in making tutorials?
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kometFLARE Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
mad dog. thanks for the watch.  <3
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kometFLARE Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Zitronen Hampster by kometFLARE  <3
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kometFLARE Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ok im done! ^^
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Bluefireriver Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Du sag mal...wo kann man Paint tool SAI runterladen? Oder kostet das was?
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